Tomorrow will be a holiday, and I feel for the first time incredibly lonely and very sad and even scared. By the way, I felt this way a few years ago at the DMV when I failed my test seven times. I called a girlfriend of mine, and after I sensed how busy she was, I decided to leave my home immediately and be among people. While driving without a specific destination, I realized that I needed to see and talk to only one person. Still, since he was unavailable, I decided to visit my son instead of looking for him. The graveyard was almost empty at 3:30 PM, so I placed the flowers, spoke briefly with Philip, and then returned home. I felt much better, and I hope never to feel this way again. I will light a candle and will pray for Fanny and Guillermo instead of crying over my lost love. It was precisely what happened when I was alone for so long. 8/31/2025