TO MY LOVING KIDS
No matter where I am going and for how long
No matter what I am doing - good or wrong
I look for you everywhere, when hear laughter
I couldn't believe that cruel death took you away.
As if to show you the way to your new place
Your grandma followed you short after.
It turned out we were left just three -
Your sister Titty, you'r aunt Katerina and me.
But fate sends us an angel - unbelievable support
When Titty gets married to your best friend.
So, we are not completely forsaken and lost
Because of new life that we just come across.
I believe where there are crazy love and mutual respect
Children are happiness and part of "The best"
I hope their first child to be a strong athletic boy
Smart and handsome like his dad and his mom.
To be blessed with his uncle's compassionate heart
For me is enough, if they allow me to not be a part.
If my kids have a stunning beautiful girl,
I wish they'd allowed me carrying with me her.
I will teach her to sing, to play, like me to write,
To express herself as the happiest children do.
She will grow up with plenty of love
And meet real life success and luck,
Tommy will run money and business matters
Titty will teach her girl good manners.
That's what I try to say to you son
Life goes on no matter you are gone!
We miss your laughter and beautiful face,
I miss even the sleepless nights when I stay
till morning, to see if you are still alive.
Excited, frustrated, you shared your concerns
And I was amazed, you see things that farther than me.
Somehow, you knew you would not reach the age of thirty.
I am so sorry you left us so young and so soon
I will miss you forever my beautiful loving son.
