The shit I wrote, but I don't regret it because I realized how I felt when I read it again God, today would be the first New Year that I would be alone. Please, tell me if my destiny tries to remind me that everything has been arranged already, and that I can go to the place reserved for me by my loved ones who are long gone. I have to come up with my convincing excuse for rejection on that, so tempting contract, which I guess I signed in a moment of weakness or pure curiosity, what would be the next unbelievable experience that was for me Well, I feel extremely lucky that I put on paper my weird thoughts this time, and after I read them I could change the tempting, senseless thoughts which came to me. They were saved in the boxes where we store some secrets, and they sometimes came out right on time to sober us up.